Dearest
Affectionate ‘Oscar’


One
year ago
Saturday
11th 2021;  since I lost my beautiful 'Oscar' always & forever in my heart 
only
seems like seconds
passed
since we had to let you go miss everything about you my angel kiss you every day pray every night hoping for a
miracle
we all seek having you here againMy
true partner forever everything
is has you left it allowing
no one to touch anything of yoursYou
brought love
enriching
both our lives with
fondness & cherished memories  Such
a faithful loving affectionate kind compassionate gentle soul ‘Oscar’
you started your young life to show me love, towards
one another your loyalty,
devotion,
joy
& affection for which you truly fulfilled thank you my angel your cuddles
deeply missed warmth of you love will never be forgotten 24 hours of each
day &
night
I lay in bed snuggled up to you cushion your
image
on it
staring
at your photos remembering the love &
joy
you
gave
I will never be has happy as when I had you The happiest time of my entire life was having you in it
nothing
comes close than what you gave to both of us wish
deeply you were still here to snuggle up to every
day &
night
you
made
us both smile whether at night you laying on the hot-water bottle keeping you warm
on bed, safe
by day sitting on your
beanbag on the
sofa holding your paw or
reaching your paw out tapping my leg or laying downpawtapping
my shoulder I would stroke
your neck telling you that your a pretty boy safe & secure I’m going nowhere laying in my arms &
I
love you dearly also
sleeping between my legs on my head on the pillow or on my stomach lifting
you onto the rabbit hutch staring out the window, holding you whilst I made coffee, or going on the bench in the kitchen
this was your forever home missing
you dearly a
very caring nature, very real, very honest, very gentle, very loyal, very affectionate, very
loving "Os"
"Oscar' You are perfect in every way that could never be replaced you cannot replace perfection I'm immensely proud that we shared our lives together & that we were fortunate to have been in this generation at the same to have been able for that miracle to have happened thank you miss you dearly The loved we shared I know I'll never find anywhere else again If I got one thing right in my life it was having you in it I thank God for allowing me to live long enough to have had (Oscar)
in my life &
mine in yours
thank
you from the bottom of my heart How you would meow at the door or sit on the bathmat occasionally knocking the holder follow me downstairs stopping halfway whilst I carefully walked beside you to the kitchen for your breakfast walking in front the food cupboard Whilst I cleaned out your grit box always fresh and clean daily because you where very particular then in spring run up stairs to sleep in summer you would lay in sun or
chase
‘Jasper’ when
you just wanted to play or
dig garden to do your jobs walk along gravel to peak through the fence or follow me in the shed sit by the circle or roll on your back playing
chasing your tail or toys in autumn lay beside me on sofa reaching out your paw Shacking my hand with your paw tapping my leg sleeping
with your tongue sometimes out giving you big
cuddle &
kisses,
by
the fire, checking out your Christmas stocking carrying you up stairs you
had a deep impact in my life one I'll never forget I'm so lost without you. Christmas you would check your stocking for presents have a little dance before I carried you to bed often laying in my arms my shoulder or legs in morning you would crawl on my tummy or pillow to get me up so many things I miss about you your affection was beautiful &
rare
unique in all you showed Replacing that rare uniqueness isn't worth considering its impossible to contemplate you were to loving very rare to have had that honour in my life Our bond we shared is &
always
will be strong &
unbreakable Such
an innocent sweet little boy with beautiful eyes & enormous
affection  You are my child my pets are my children  One day we’ll be together again never leaving
your side our ashes interned
for
all time It
breaks my heart your not with me any-moreall
our love we shared taken from us it's not fair in the least we’ll
be together again that I’m sure of immortalised together forever
you
deserve the very best Never get over loosing you forever
in my heart so
lost without you God bless you I
love you sweetheart
‘Oscar’ miss youeternally yours love Nigel xxxxxxx